Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Those nights....

You know those nights...The ones where you stare into the ceiling,thinking,about everything?
Yeah...THOSE nights...

I hate them.

You lay there,tossing and turning,from side to side,belly to back,back to the left or right side,thinking "it might be more comfy now" knowing fully well it won't be...turning back again to the back,flipping the pillow because the cold side is soothing,but only for a good 5 min or so...then you're back at the tossing and turning cycle.

You figure out "hm,maybe flipping the blanket will help then?"
No it won't,but you know that...still you do it regardless..

THOSE nights!

God I hate them...

Sometimes I catch myself giving my boyfriend the evil eye while he lays there oh so contempt,sleeping like he didnt have a care in the world,while I know he does,yet somehow,that is of no consern to his sleep...
Oh how I envy and loathe you when I catch myself staring at you.How I hate myself for not being the same...
He could have killed countless babies,gone to bed with a heavy consciousness and loaded with guilt and STILL be able to sleep after 10 minutes. How I envy that little gift of yours...

while I'm flipping from back to belly,side to the other,tossing and turning,knowing fully well no position will satisfy my busy little mind,rolling around,like a hot dog on the grill...

....Those nights....
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